naive people. i’m surrounded by them. i’m surrounded by the foolish, and people make me feel as though i am a fool. i don’t know why i continue to let myself be surrounded by these people. more than anything right now i wish it were possible to isolate myself from every single face i know. it drives me crazy that i can’t bring myself to be happy around the people i see everyday. i don’t understand how people can be happy. maybe its the naivety. that sounds highly reasonable, actually. sometimes i really wish i didn’t think the way i do. i feel like my mental process is what makes me so depressed. truly, it is the self-concerned, ignorant, and naive that are happy. and in this case, i feel like they are blessed.
my head hurts.